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Thursday, October 12, 2006

I am not sure...

I am not sure what I am holding on to.. or why I am holding on... I don't want to live this life as it is just a life, and I just live it up and have fun, I know there is more than that. But at the same time, sometimes I feel like I am lying to myself. I am supposed to find satisfaction in Him, but am I really? Sometimes I feel like I am just lying to myself so I don't have to step out of my comfort zone. What's true confidence? I am not sure where I am going with this, I am just not sure anymore.

posted by albuu at 9:46 PM

3 Comments:

  • turn to God's Word to find answers. :)
    and come to Westside. seriously. first saturday you don't have a game, you're coming!

    hope you had a good time at the conference.

    -dorcas

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 8:58 PM  

  • Do WHAT all night, Albert?? HMMmmm???

    We are going to ..... READ!!! ALL NIGHT!!!! HAhaha!!

    Seriously though, thanks for thinking of us. If you're in town, you should come to the ceremony, really! It'd be fun to see you. I'd get annoyed if uninvited ppl just showed up, but you're an exception :) Besides, I just invited you. Gary will be playing the guitar, and he played for us yesterday (along with the violinist), and they sounded so beautiful. You should come for that alone :)

    Hope to see you soon, if not this weekend, then some other time!

    Also hope you're feeling better from whatever it is you're referring to in your last post. You'll be fine... things always seem shitiest before they get better (much better).

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 6:03 PM  

  • Nope, no honeymoon!! It's right back to school for the both of us. But we'll go during Christmas break. Or March break. Or the 2 months of summer :) Actually, we're probably doing that: going in the summer and touring around Asia. But we'll see..

    So does that mean you're not playing football anymore?? I hope you guys make it to the finals!!! I've never watched a rugby game (or a football game). They're always playing in the rain or snow, and I've always wondered how they manage that. What time would it be on the 4th? I think I have a shower to go to, but I'll definitely come before or after. (Alvin has a track & field meet with his kids that day.) Yeah, let me know!

    And have a great practice!!

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 9:16 AM  

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