Happy Halloween..?!

My question is.. what is there even to be happy about? What are people even celebrating? Celebration of evilness? Like, when did evil become a good thing? Why would you even dress up as one? Anywayz.. fun is fun, but is there really a need to mix up evil and good? We don't need to be bad to be fun right?

I am not sure...

I am not sure what I am holding on to.. or why I am holding on... I don't want to live this life as it is just a life, and I just live it up and have fun, I know there is more than that. But at the same time, sometimes I feel like I am lying to myself. I am supposed to find satisfaction in Him, but am I really? Sometimes I feel like I am just lying to myself so I don't have to step out of my comfort zone. What's true confidence? I am not sure where I am going with this, I am just not sure anymore.

Favourite quotes on the field

"Chose to work!!!!" (coach Cal)

"The harder you work, the easier it gets" (Mike Pletch)

pet peeve #1

When people eating with their mouth open and make a lot of noises.. ahhhhhhhh. I am sitting in my office trying to do work, but this guy sitting beside me is making some LARGE noises, chewing with his everything open. And this is my only outlet.... AHHHHHHHHH.

true.. f******?

I don't know... I am having doubts.. things that matter to me the most they dont seem to care.. hmmm...