thoughts from a big head (density unknown)

Friday, October 03, 2008

thoughts of the day

1. MLB needs to have instant replays in all aspects of the game. The umps need to drop their pride!!! Make it like NFL, 2-3 challenges per game!! It makes sesne!!

2. Milt Stegal, you think hockey is not a sport? Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa???? Like are you an idiot? Or blinde? Or just a retard?? Like REALLY? Wow, you should be shot and farted on. Haha.

Friday, August 08, 2008

Olympics

Seeing all the nations came in together in harmony in peaceful spirit yet for the biggest competition in the world, it made me want to cry. I want to be there!!!!!

Why can't we all live like that all the time? Why are there wars?? Maaaaaaaaaaan.

Monday, July 28, 2008

NICE!!!

So this is what happened yesterday at the library. I was a little embarrassed but mostly proud of myself.

I was at the library all afternoon so I decided to take a cat nap for a few minutes. And just at the point of almost passing out, BAM!! Hahaha... It was a medium size explosion, but it totally woke me up. I looked around and no one was around, phew! Haha..

Well, just thought you all would like to know the story of how I got woken up by my own fart at the library.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

what bothers me in So You Think You Can Dance

1. Mary.

2. The crowd boo the judges when they are giving criticisms, ALL THE TIME. That's just stupid. The judges aren't assholes like Simon, they are pretty honest and often they are right.

Other than that, I love that show and Kherington. Haha.

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

I just want to get it done!!

So I get OUT OF HERE!!!!! Well, it is not so much I want to leave here, but I really want to be THERE!!! Oh man.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

grumpy

Other people get loud housemates in the middle of the night because they were out drinking and came home drunk.

I get loud housemates because they are playing video games.

Very stereotypical, but... asians......

See, I am even using yellow.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Michael Alstott

He retired. But.. why am I so sad?

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I just realized...

Maybe I am quite angry with God, but I don't really know how to or dare to express it, I think I am. I am not sure why the fall out, and why the none-desire of going back, but I think that's why. I think about the fall out, and think about working my way back, but never really cared. I was angry when I was close to Him, and I am still angry when I am far from Him. Nothing has really changed. What has changed? I feel more free. *shrug* Still thinking.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

So this is what He feels

So now I know what He feels like. Upset, frustrated, angry with someone I care so much because they keep doing stupid things, not listening, and keep hurting self.

FUCK! There, I said it, FUCK!!!!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

athlete profile picture

It doesn't mean anything how mean or angry you look on your profile picture, what matters is that how angry you play and how hard you hit on the field. That determines who the mean machine is.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

Future

I am excited about it. But before the day comes, I need to focus on my job right now and finish strong. I also need to prepare myself for the future, my dream, now!

Maximize the talent that's given to me. Live the life to the fullest with max effort. That's the only way I know that will leave me with no regret.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Sore ass

Girl.. Albert, my ass is so sore from yesterday!!!!

Me... Uh, I didn't do it. O.0

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Life is long

Julius Caesar was a "noname" until he turned 46....

Keep driving forward! Never give up!!!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

well, when does caring about someone and ask them certain areas of their lives becomes nosy? Sometimes I think I should just stop caring and stop asking.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

ridiculous

aiight, some commentator today from the NFL draft show said something like... "these three guys stood up and admitted that they smoked week, and that show some character, that's why their draft status wasn't affected and were still picked in top 10."

Okay, that's the STUPIDEST thing I have ever heard. Character? NO!! It is because they are sick athletes and great football players. NFL teams don't care how much weed you smoke unless you are arrested. They dont care how much character you have as long as you help them win games. Come on, face the reality, it's ALL business.

Maybe I am just angry these days, but I really think that commentator was trying to make this sport business look all "humand." But come on now, are you kidding me? I am not saying there aint no great characters among the professional athletes, but as a varsity myself, just looking at the college athletes only, and how.. *xxxxxxxxxx..* they are, it's hard to picture they would be much more humbled after they move up to the professional level. They are only more people kissing their ass, throwing themselves at them. Anyways, that's that.

Friday, April 27, 2007

media today

IDIOT!!!! They ARE idiots! Why is it so important to talk about whether it was blood or not on Schilling's sock?? OMG. Can they not just give someone some credit for being tough and working hard?! Every athlete that worked our during off-season and got big, oh STEROIDs. And now this?!?!?! IDIOTS!!! Just IDIOTs. Am I annoyed? Yes, very very much.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

marks

so I have always thought oh it dont matter, well, now I wish I had worked harder in undergrad. :S

Friday, April 06, 2007

How to make ur life simpler?

well...
Make a decision, then move on.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

You know it

If only if you allow yourself to like me, you WILL fall in love with me.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Temper

Sometimes I really felt that I needed to show/express my temper to people, and let people know that I was not pleased, but everytime I look back, I always feel foolish doing so.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

triangle

Check this, so cool! Triangle in clothing labels mean "dryer(heat)-able." Triangle in chemical reaction formulas also means heating. Yo, who stole from whom?!

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Snowday

It's kinda funny. As old as I am now, or as little classes as I have now... I still get so excited about snow day. It's just always a pleasant surprise. Haha. And for all you suckahs that have to work on snowday? Well, what did your momma tell you? STAY IN SCHOOOOOL!!! Haha, I am so funny.

empty

I am feeling empty inside... but somehow I realize the only way I can feel fulfilled is by giving more... and holding onto less...

Thursday, January 11, 2007

5yr.. 250mil

Okay, mama and baba... why didnt u give me blonde hair and good looks and a voice like women? Well, 'cause u know what, i could be making 250mil in 5 years now. More money than ever even though my skills are going downhill like a mad snowball rolling down the hill. Oh wellz, money dont matter, I will win a nobel prize and save the world instead.

Albert Einstein

Well, I chose Albert because I seriously thought, and still think, and always will think that Albert Einstein is SUPER COOOOOOL. But now Albert has gone from Albert.. to... Alby, Albeezy, Albu, Albertrous, Albs, Alb, Bert, Bertie and many many more. Not that I don't like it. It's just kinda.. not what I expected. Haha. Well, maybe I should've picked Einstein instead of Albert. Hahaha..

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Just a thought..

Sometimes.. happy ending is not needed... as long as there is love.. the story is still beautiful...

Saturday, December 09, 2006

you know what sucks?

When you can only sit on one side of your bum cheeks because you pulled a muscle on the other one.

Monday, November 27, 2006

balance

I dont wann be like group A, but group B isnt exactly what I am looking for either., and really.. there is no group C. Can I find the balance between being part of A and B? I think I can. Well.. my only concern is, is there really a middle ground between A and B though? If I am in group A, I have to be allllllll in. But what's the definition of alllll in? I need to think this through. Hmm.. oh what a weekend.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Christmas this year...

For some reason, I am really looking forward to the Christmas this year!! I have no idea why, but I am having random Christmas music in my head and I get really excited about it. Haha... YAY Jesus!

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Happy Halloween..?!

My question is.. what is there even to be happy about? What are people even celebrating? Celebration of evilness? Like, when did evil become a good thing? Why would you even dress up as one? Anywayz.. fun is fun, but is there really a need to mix up evil and good? We don't need to be bad to be fun right?

Thursday, October 12, 2006

I am not sure...

I am not sure what I am holding on to.. or why I am holding on... I don't want to live this life as it is just a life, and I just live it up and have fun, I know there is more than that. But at the same time, sometimes I feel like I am lying to myself. I am supposed to find satisfaction in Him, but am I really? Sometimes I feel like I am just lying to myself so I don't have to step out of my comfort zone. What's true confidence? I am not sure where I am going with this, I am just not sure anymore.

Favourite quotes on the field

"Chose to work!!!!" (coach Cal)

"The harder you work, the easier it gets" (Mike Pletch)

Monday, October 09, 2006

pet peeve #1

When people eating with their mouth open and make a lot of noises.. ahhhhhhhh. I am sitting in my office trying to do work, but this guy sitting beside me is making some LARGE noises, chewing with his everything open. And this is my only outlet.... AHHHHHHHHH.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

true.. f******?

I don't know... I am having doubts.. things that matter to me the most they dont seem to care.. hmmm...

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Bugs and women

Really, what I want to say is that....

If I ever have a daughter when I grow up, I am gonna raise her to be not afraid of bugs and able to just *SMACK!!!!* them bugs.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Note to self

Don't eat pepperoni, soy milk, chocolate and orange juice all within half an hour.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Mama Chang says

不要妄想能輕易得到的東西
面對輕易可得的錢財 權 勢 女色 你要越冷靜
這三樣 你要記得

Monday, August 21, 2006

Trip to T-Island

It was awsome, just awsome. I looooooooooved it. I loooooooooooooove my family SOOOOO MUCH!!!

A couple of things that were kinda funny. Haha.
1. On the flight back, the flight attendant was giving out cups of instant noodles. She first gave me a cup with a pair of chopsticks, and as soon as she saw my face (I think), she said, "oh sorry, let me get you a fork." So before I could say anything, my chopsticks were taken away. Wha Da?! Do I look white now? Haha.
2. Me and my family traveled for a 7 days around Taiwan. It was real nice, wherever we went, the hotel would have a van come pick us up from tha train station. So this happened in Hua-lien, my first time there too! On the way to the hotel from the train station, there was another family with two little girls sitting in front of me and my little sister. The little girls were young, maybe 5-7? So they were loud and kept looking around. So as one of the little girls turned back, I made a goofy face at her. She turned back to her ma and whispered (not really since I could hear her), "Mom! There is a foreigner at the back making faces at me!!" Again, Wha Da?!?!

So pretty much I was eating non-stop for 2 weeks, it was awsome. I think my strategy worked. For the ones who don't know my strategy, here it is. I purposely lost weight (about 15lbs) before I went back, so my parents wouldnt've been so upset with how big I am. Therefore, I would've had more freedom of eating. Muuuuuuuuuuuuuwahahahhahaha. So i went home at about 210lbs, and yeeeesh, I ate like a mad man. They either fell for my trap or they just gave up on trying to stop me, hahahahaha. Either way, YESSSSSSH!!!!

I really had fun. Family are family, nothing can replace them. I cannot stress how much I appreciate them, how much I love them and how grateful I am to have them in my life. Pop, you are the greatest, the food you make, no one can do better. Thank you for pushing me to become a better person. Ma, thanks for all the talk, you will always be the one I look up to. And, try to grow up a bit aiight? Haha. Sis, awwwww.. you are growing up!!! I guess first year of university did teach you something. So hard to accept, but at the same time I am so proud of you. A-ma, though you don't recognize me no more (saddest thing ever), but I know deep down you know how much I miss you and I am always praying for you. I will never forget how much you've done for me since I was a baby. Love y'all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. My parents actually said this to me. "So this time you go back, you should get ready to... um... get a girlfriend." Again, WHAAAAAA DDAAAAAA!!!!! My parents actually want me to have a gf now? WOOF WOOOF!!!! *rolling my eyes* Forget school, mack daddy I shall become. Sorry, it's just funny to hear that from my parents. They say they just want someone to take care of me since I am so far away, but really, I think they are seeing too many people their age having grandchildren, HAHA!!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

The Facca's Wedding

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH so muuuuuuuuuuch FUUUUUUUUUUUUN!!!!! It was the FUNest wedding EVER!! A beaaaauuuuuuutiful ceremony, a stunning bride, touching short&sweet speeches, hilarious MC, hyper single ladies dancing around me, CAN NOT beat that!!! Very very happy for ex-Miss Chezick, now Mrs. Facca~!!!!! Oh and suuuuuuuuuch friendly families tooooooooooooooooo. It was surely an WONDERFUL WONDERFUL one. I really had a great time, and it was truely a CELEBRATION! A lil tears, and a lot of kisses, hugs, laughters, dancing and LOVE! :D And haha, I got to kiss the bride!

And thank you Kelly, Ania, Jenn and Addy for making me the luckiest man of the night, other than Mark. Haha.

And thank you Lord for again showing how amazing it is when two people become one under your amazing grace and love.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

First time

First time in my life, I felt gross after eating McKeeD's. This is actually quite significant. I guess that's what happens when I didn't eat it for like 3 months. Oh how I miss McDeals.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Mind

The best advice I think I can give someone is that.. when you train, let your mind take over, not your body.

ex.
When you train light, you've gotta control your body to the max and to the perfect form.
When you train heavy, you've gotta overcome the physical suffering and push yourself over the limit.
And more.

Don't slow down

So what you think you have transformed from a boy to a man? Don't slow down now!! Let's try to become a better man, let's try to be like the ultimate Man.

I was looking for older brothers that I can look up to and to challenge me, to stimulate my growth, but I forgot that YOU are my ultimate source and the best One. I thought I was all that and I stumbled; I got broken down to pieces like powders. I didn't want to get up and put all the pieces together because I knew it is gonna sooooooo haaaard, there are millions millions pieces!! I was scared.

But it is time to rebuild, thank You for letting me know. My heart is Yours, it is for You to mold.

Amen

Friday, June 30, 2006

ball-less guys

Fuck! I am really annoyed. Why do some guys HAVE to BECOME the same person as their gf/wife? OKAY if your gf/wife is with you physically, but even when they are not with you?!?!?! Seriously?! Picked up the wrong things to become too. Seriously, BAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL-less!!!!!

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Note to self

Don't snap your fingers at the hot waitresses, they get pissed off at you. Hahahhahahahaha. Gave me and Drew a chance to be the nice guys though. Thanks Cedric.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Muffia's wedding

It was... BEAUTIFUL!!!! So so sooooooooo sooooooo sosososososoooooooooo happy for her and her husband from the bottom of my heart. Haha. Can't stop smiling when I think of it. A friend since first year, through Athletes In Action and Track&Field, grew up together throughout the four years, wow, so happy for her.

Dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo it!!! All night loooooooooooooooooooooooong!!!!!

I think she is the first of my close friends who are around my age that got married. And I am sure it is not because of the obvious reason, it is because that's what God wants! :D + ;) I wish I can post up my purple hippo emoticon!! Haha. Muffia if you ever read this blog, haha, you are gonna kill me. But thank you for you friendship and YES!!!!! You guys are in Hamilton!!!!!

I am writing this down so I can always remember how amazing an experience it was and the excitment I look forward to when I find my sexy lady. *spank*

Two more to go this summer, both my age tooo!! Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Pigletless

Pigletless it is.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

CHOKED!

Big Dirk... CHOKED!!!!!

1. missed the free throw to tie the game
2. thinking Howard (it was him right?) can outjump Wade, ok, are u STUPID? WHO can outjump Wade? No one from the Mavs.

CHOKED!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 11, 2006

control freak

Everyone keeps saying this is a control issue, everyone keeps telling me to let go. OMG do I seem like a control freak to you? All I am saying is.. this hurts.. hurts so bad that I am absolutely powerless to fight back or picking myself up. I know I don't have control over things. I want to move to Yukon, wait, that's too cold, I mean..... Jamaica. Wait, maybe Austria. Hmmm...

Friday, June 02, 2006

For guys only

You know your legs are too big when you sometimes accidently squeeze your balls when you stretch.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Life

"Living is not one person's own affair" (Huo Yuan Gia 霍元甲 1910)

Monday, May 22, 2006

relationship

It is a privilege to be involved in part of people's lives. It really is.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

The Man

Praying to be the man that God wants me to be.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

okay thanks

Now... this hurts.

Okay, so this really hurts. My heart has never felt so.. um.... broken, sad, and disappointed. Well, you would say, okay move on now, you need to get over this quick, dont dwell, and dont let this slow you down in other parts of your life. Well, you are probably right, and that's probably what I would say to another person that's in similar situation as me now too. And I do know yes I should pick myself up and move on.

The thing is, the thing is... with all the things going on in my life, always on the go, always something happening and always being busy, never slowing down; the opportunity to have something being soooo close to my true heart, to be so honest to how I feel, to be able to have something that's this BIG and IMPORTANT that I have to slow myself down, that I don't really know how to pick myself up, that forces me to just sit and just... dwell.... well, opportunity like this is really really really RARE. I am competent, I am intellegent, I am young and I am athletic; I am capable of doing a lot of things at the same time in my life. I take advantage of that, try to live my life to the max.... and let them take over me.

Anywayz, maybe it is okay for me to dwell for a while, sit here, can't pick myself up, and just.... dwell, getting to know myself, my heart better.

I am not gonna lie, I am not gonna try to be tough, I am gonna give myself a chance to remember how much this hurts, to know that yes, I still have a heart full of love.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

me

I am a dreamer, and I am a sap, I admit it. Always dreaming about those romantic stories in the movies would happen to me. I try to be realistic, I do, but I can't help it. I just keep dreaaaaaaaming and loving, and then get disappointed. We will see when the day is that I finally feel hurt enough to stop. Hopefully never.

Friday, April 21, 2006

Hth Sci Building

I must say, Hth Sci Building has been goooood to me. I love studying there!! The library is bright (white walls, lotta lights), with a lot of interesting books (all the gory pictures) that I can read when I take breaks from my own studying (I am a nerd), and a lot of good looking girls (I leave this for the least because this is the least important reason).

And one more reason, I appreciate this reason SO SO SOOO MUCH. The washrooms are AWSOME. Why?? They are CLEAN (most of the time), great ventilation (don't smell), and BIG toilet seats. The only thing I would complain about is that the toilet papers have quite rough surface. I have to tell you, some of the most..um.. profound thoughts in life I have ever had are from when I am sitting on the can.

This is what I thought of yesterday.

So, they say when you are in love, the person you are in love with will make you want to be a better person. Well, I think, well, that's expected, of course!! I think for me, the more important thing is that when I am with the person I am in love with, if we will both become better. Not just want to be better, but actually becoming better.


Anywayz, YaY Hth Sci Building!!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

toilet seat

Is it just me?? I find that most of the asian food places have small toilet seats in their washroom. Or maybe my ass is just getting fat?

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

confused

what the fuck??
So now I am the bad guy. *sigh*

*calm down.. calm down..... calm down........ take it out on the weights*

Oh yea.... I AM the bad guy. Hahahaha.... And what are you gonna do about it? Eh? More like, what CAN you do about it?

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Character

"Don't let this game change you; you change the game!" (Doherty, 2004)

Okay I have to say something..

This going to be my longest entry by far. I am just sick and tired of people accusing Barry Bonds for the wrong reason.

So a fan tossed syringe at Barry Bonds; children boooooing at him at batting practices.

OKAY.

What do you guys know????? Is there any evidence showing that Barry Bonds is tested positive?? No. You really don't think by working hard, lifting weights, proper DILIGENT diet that a person can gain 50lbs of muscles over the years?? Oh COME ON!! If that's the stinking case, the I am on 'roids too. PISS OFF!!

All I am trying to say is, give the guy a stinking break. Most of YOU, yes, YOUUUU, I am looking at you, have NO IDEA what hard training means, have no idea what suffering means in the training sense, suffereing as PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY. NO IDEA!! I tell you right now, a lot of the varsity athletes whom I have worked with have no idea either. That's a bold statement, and I KNOW. But it is true.

I am not saying he did not use steroids either. But till he is tested positive, you cannot state that he is guilty. Who are you? God? You see through everything? No, you don't. All the resources I have, and I am sure it is the same with most people, are random pictures of him 10+ years ago, and yes he DID look skinny, but I believe that most of us can put on 50lbs of muscle over that kind of length of time. How would you feel if people just throw all the hard work you did away and give the credit to drugs?

And baseball is not just about size, it is about techniques as well. Ask most people who have worked with Ichiro Suzuki, they will tell you, if Ichiro wants, he can easily hit over 30 homers a year, he just chooses to play the role he does now.


Be patient, let Selig and the investigators do their jobs. The truth will come out soon.

Think about it. Start working out. If you have BIG BALLS, let me train you, and get ready to suffer. And let's see if you use steriods.

On a side note, and I am not a racist. Barry is black, they have crazy genes. Haha. I am SERIOUS.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

I hate

I hate incompetent people.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

desire

How much God's given you is up to him; how much you want to follow Him is up to you.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

What not to say 101

"You are so skinny, why do you have double chin??"

(doesn't matter if u stated "skinny" first, she will still get pissed off at u. And I guarantee, even if you use "beautiful" instead of "skinny", u are still in the trouble of the century)

i.e. Lesson learned: think before you speak.......... to a girl, or a sensitive guy. Haha.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

I am a guy

I saw a spider about the size of my thumb nail crawling around while I was sitting on the can. Guess what I did???

Picked it up and put it on top of my poooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

I don't get it.

Women are generally so good at turning on you, and make you feel so guilty and bad about soemthing that you are no wrong of. I don't know how they do it, but they are just so naturally GOOD at it. WOW.

ex.
I said, "why do u let your bf took our food from the house?! "


She said, "why are you so mean to me?? Why are you in such a bad mood?! Stop being mean to me!! Why are you so whiney?"


Me immediate-thinking, "aww... I am so sorry for making you feel bad. Am I a big jerk?"


Me 5-minutes-later-thinking, "what does everything she said have to do with my question?"


I don't get it.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

note to SELF

So what you might be a little more gifted in some areas?!?! Use it as a tool to bless others, not to discourage them!! U FOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

uh..

Love before judge.

choices

There is no right or wrong choices. They are just choices you make and try to make the most out of.

*I want all your feedbacks on this one, post comments y'all*

Monday, February 27, 2006

prayer

Don't say I WILL pray for you, say I will pray for you NOW!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

How to be a man 103

Be a stud, not a slut. It is hard, 'casue sometimes she even brings condoms for you.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

early morning

He came in to the door and asked for some help
First thing I thought of was, "oh man, why me? why not someone else?!"
I thought how this situation with Christ would be dealt
One word, ASHAMED, could perfectly describe how I felt

She came downstairs asking for some help
I was asleep but immediately I got up as I am missing my own child...
Seeing her suffering and panicing it made my heart go on trial
I would do anything just to make her smile
Who is this person that's got this kinda profile?
Ha ha ha ha! Miss Scarlett Johanson

They asked me if I could do a free style
I said no, that's not how my brain compile
But ladies I can give you a number to dial
The man on the other side of the phone will make you go wild
Wild... as... well, ha ha ha ha.. like how Miss Adriana Lima makes all men smile

to be continued...

Thursday, February 09, 2006

dp)(*JKP#$*^Odfdy7ufrkj;qdufao!!!

I don't know what the heck my problem. How hard is it to just go up and say hi? Oh my gosh.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

slump

An effective way for me to get out of my emotional slump is to pray for others.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

sexes

Boys are boys. Girls are girls. When a boy talks to a girl like she is a boy, he is in trouble. When a girl talks to a boy like he is a girl, he is still in trouble.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

so... I don't care what YOU think

There is something that I really want to do, but I am not sure how you would react. Well, I decided that I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU THINK. I am going to DO it, because this is MY BUSINESS. Here, let me make you a list of why. Number one, blah blah blah; number two, blah blah bleh.... number 10 reason being booga-looloo. See the 10 reasons?? They explain why I REALLY don't care what you think.

Wait, I just spent two days making the 10 reasons up for you. Well.. maybe I do care a little bit.. just a little bit of what you think.

Monday, January 23, 2006

question

You say you love something, but you are not willing to suffer for it. Do you really love it?

Sunday, January 22, 2006

How to be a man 102

Stop eating your mama's foooooooooooooooooooooooooood.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Growth

Thank you for showing me how much I have grown as a person. Thank you.

Now that I know that I am closer to what I have been trying to achieve and acomplish, I am excited about what's to come in this jouney.

Thank you for the boost by showing me that my hard work did not go to waste. Thank you.

Bring my chaos, change me, strengthen me, give me wisdom, mold me. I know there will be suffering and pain, but I know your love will overcome them all. And knowing the fact you ARE love, you created me to love me, brings me the greatest comfort.

Revenge

it is not about how bad the person hurt me or how wrong the person was so that he or she deserves my revenge to him or her. It is about how much love I have have for him/her.

research

Slowly realizing all these great minds in the world of research, and it is only one lil corner of the world. I am…. Intimidated, very very intimidated. I am scared, I can tell you that loud and clear. So, what do I do now? How do I respond??

Tough it up and work harder. What else?!?! BRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING IT!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOh!!!

Monday, January 09, 2006

expectation

Expect NOTHING from others, you will only get disapointed.
Expect great things from God, He will still amaze you.

sleep

As an athlete, you have to be responsible to your body's recovery, therefore, manage your time and get enough sleep!

blessing

The reason that God's blessed you with something is so that you can bless others with it.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Caramel

So I rep the most high
Still I am the most fly
people wanna know that who I am coached by
Tell you now, 我的心只給 耶穌爸爸帶
Oh yes you can try and try
And yes I will fight and fight
Mr. Satan you 趕快走開
Oh bye bye bye~!

I am the man
He is the God
I make mistakes
And He has no flaws
I thought I was good
Then I realize He is the ultimate
I am just glad that He is my soulmate
Closer to me than my housemates
I am just waiting for 那麼一天
His heavenly presence breaks the sky
Then we will spend time together 天天
I want to show where I stand 哪一邊
And I will never be ashamed

I feel sexy
but at the same time I feeling like a donkey
錯綜複雜的feeling
Got me doing all the thiking
I wish this is all not neccesary
'Cause it feels like I am taking a beating

Yo yo yo yo..
so now I am in the Master's
in bio engineering but not Pastor's
I am so excited I almost become crapsters.
siiiiiiiiiick!
It's been a long fight.
My weapon is made of this steel pipe.
To my final destination?
Well, not quite.But it is alright.
I am making big strides.
Looking forward to the next big fight.
Just wanna make sure my Pops is being glorified.

Friday, January 06, 2006

timing

Does timing really matter? For a mature individual, isn't it more of a choice? If you do want to be with someone, and you are willing to committ, you will make time for it right? You will manage your schedule for the relationship right? It is just a choice. Make it and go for it.

Friday, December 30, 2005

a gift

The greatest gift from God is LOVE; to be loved and to be ABLE to love...

how to be a man 101

do your dishes.